John 3:1-21. (February 15, 2015)
I.
Being
born once is not enough. It’s
enough to get by with a kind of shallow biological existence for a few
decades. It seems to be enough for
most people. But it reminds me of
that line from an old song by Bob Dylan, “He not busy being born is busy
dying.” If our only birth is the
one where our physical bodies are flushed into the world, then we are spending
the rest of our time dying. We’re
just playing out the string and doing a lot of damage along the way.
We’re
born into this life… and we quickly fall asleep. We descend into a state of semi-consciousness which acts
like an artificial womb, keeping us safe but also disconnected from real
life. Each of us re-enacts the
fall story from Genesis in a sense, and we end up sleepwalking through life,
bound by fear, shame, and anger, spawning in our wake the broken world of
grief, pain, confusion, hostility, indifference, and death that we know so well
and take to be the only real world.
When
Nicodemus comes to Jesus, we are carefully told that it was “night”. Night, a time of darkness when we
cannot see – and remember that before about a century ago nighttime was really dark – symbolizes this state of
living death, sleep, unconsciousness, and blindness in which we find ourselves
after our first birth.
Just
like the stone water jars in the story of the wedding, and the Temple in last
week’s story, Nicodemus, a Pharisee, also represents the failed, inadequate,
stop-gap, provisional religious institutions of the time. At best he was one of the blind leaders
of the blind, managing a system in which the people try to grope their way
through the darkness by following the written directions of the Law.
But
at least he does show up, recognizing that Jesus is “a teacher who has come
from God.” He senses in the
strange things Jesus is doing the presence and activity of God; maybe he
wonders if Jesus’ actions which don’t seem to make much sense, actually reflect
a different dimension of reality.
To
which Jesus responds, “I assure you, unless someone is born anew, it’s not
possible to see God's kingdom.” In
other words, you won’t be able to see much of anything I am doing unless and
until you have experienced a rebirth, a birth from above. Being born once is not enough to see the
Kingdom of God, the saving Presence of the living God all around us in the
world. If you’re only born once
you are still in the darkness, still bound to the night, still basically blind
to what God is doing. You’re still
busy dying.
As
an indication of how blind Nicodemus really is, he takes Jesus literally,
assuming that “rebirth” is a grotesque and ridiculous biological and physical
impossibility. He thinks it means somehow
entering and emerging a second time from his mother’s womb. Which of course is nonsense. To take Jesus literally is often to
reduce his words to gibberish. He
only makes sense if we are able to listen to him with ears to hear and new
minds. That’s what “repentance”
actually means: thinking differently.
And repentance is a condition for seeing the truth that Jesus talks
about.
II.
“I
assure you,” Jesus continues, “unless someone is born of water and the Spirit,
it’s not possible to enter God’s kingdom.” Jesus is referring to his own experience at his baptism,
when he descends into the water of the Jordan, and a bird, representing the
Spirit, lands on him when he comes back up. It is this event that causes John to recognize him as “the
Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.”
We
start off mired in our once-born existence. But we have this encounter with water and Spirit. Remember that the Greek word for Spirit,
pneuma, is the same word for breath
and wind; so Jesus is also talking about being born of “water and wind” or
“water and breath.” Jesus says we
emerge from this encounter in a twice-born life able to see and enter God’s
Kingdom.
It
is not that we are able to rise above God’s creation; what we rise above is our
fallen existence beneath God’s
creation, unable to perceive the goodness and blessing of God’s creation. We come out of our unconsciousness, we
wake from our sleep, we rise from submersion, we move from the darkness of our
own delusion up into the light. We
rise up into God’s creation, as
symbolized here by the water and the wind, or breath or Spirit, or the wild
bird.
Until
this rising up happens, we remain lost in an imploded and collapsed darkness
that we imagine is the only world.
Jesus says that, “Whatever is born of the flesh is flesh, and whatever
is born of the Spirit is spirit.”
In other words, our first birth was a result of personality-driven,
ego-centric impulses, and flushed us into a personality-driven, ego-centric
world.
Our
first birth began in unconsciousness and unconsciousness is what we inherited. “Flesh” in the New Testament does not mean
our physical nature; it is a selfish, self-centered, self-righteous impulse far
below our physical nature. “Flesh”
is the power that actually separates us
from our God-breathed nature.
Jesus is saying that whatever is born
separated from God stays separated
from God, until something else happens.
The
only way to be restored to connection with and in God, is to be born anew, into
that true, good, blessed, and holy nature. It is to be “born” a second time of water and wind. It is to be born into God’s creation,
God’s wild, uncontrolled, unpredictable, undomesticated nature. “God’s Spirit blows wherever it wishes,”
says Jesus. “You hear its sound,
but you don't know where it comes from or where it is going. It’s the same with everyone who is born
of the Spirit.”
We
have to trust the Spirit’s wildness.
We have to surrender to not-knowing. Remember which tree in the garden got the people into
trouble: it was the tree of the knowledge
of good and evil.
III.
At
this point, Nicodemus is as confused as we might be. This is not what he is expecting. This is not what he has always been taught or has been
teaching. He doesn’t find any of
this “born of the Spirit” stuff in his
Bible. So he says, What? “How are these things possible?”
To
which Jesus replies that his teaching comes from a place of which Nicodemus has
no knowledge: heaven. Now, in one
sense heaven literally means “sky,” and refers to some realm above this
one. But in another sense heaven
also refers to the inner life of the
human soul, as when Jesus says in Luke that the Kingdom of God, synonymous with
the Kingdom of Heaven, is “within you.”
So
“heaven” is not just another place where the good people go when they die; it
is also within and among us, here and now, in our hearts and in our
relationships. Heaven pervades
everything, like the way physicists tell us most of our world is actually empty
space. Heaven is this other
dimension from which we are separated by our own self-centered blindness. It is what we enter when we are born
anew, or born “from above,” which is another way to translate the word used
there.
We
have to be born from above, born from heaven, in order to understand what Jesus
is talking about.
Jesus
then brings up a story from the Torah
where the Israelites, due to their chronic grumbling, are attacked by snakes,
and, at God’s instruction, Moses fashions a snake made out of bronze. When he lifts it up and the people look
at it, they are healed of their snakebites.
Jesus
says he will also be lifted up; he will be like the snake. He will be lifted up when he is
crucified. And just as the bronze
snake becomes, when the people see it, the antidote to what it depicts, so
Jesus being lifted up on the cross becomes, when people see what is really
happening, the antidote to death itself. Therefore, when people see him and trust in him and follow
and obey him rather than the demands of their selfishness, they are restored to
the original life and blessing they were created with. They are free of the infection of separation
and so free of death.
Back
in the prologue we heard that “the Word became flesh.” Paul also says that Christ “became
sin.” Here Jesus takes on the role
of the snake in the story from the Old Testament. I do not have to remind you of the snake’s other role, in
Genesis, as the tempter who coaxed the people into disobedience.
All
of which means that God’s salvation in Jesus entails this dive into the very depths
of our twisted, crippled, darkness, and then lifting it up, revealing its full
horror. “This is the basis for
judgment,” Jesus says. “The light
came into the world, and people loved darkness more than the light, for their
actions are evil. All who do
wicked things hate the light and don't come to the light for fear that their
actions will be exposed to the light.”
When
Jesus is lifted up bleeding and broken it shows how people love the darkness
more than the light. We see the
regime of violence, fear, hatred, and inequality in which we are all
imprisoned. We see how we treat
each other. We see how we treat the
God of love who made us. We see
the snake that is killing us. And
the snake is us.
IV.
For
those born of water and Spirit, born from above, who trust and follow and obey
Jesus and his way of radical love, his lifting up on the cross is not a sign of
despair and just another bitter victory for the powers of evil. The cross does not instill the fear and
terror it is intended by the powerful to instill. Whoever has been reborn sees that all the violence and
hatred aimed at Jesus, and at all suffering people, is absorbed by God and pours
into the infinite depths of God’s love, where it is neutralized and channeled away,
the way a lightning rod takes all that powerful, unstable voltage from the sky
and conducts it harmlessly into the earth.
To
trust in him is to live without the judgment and condemnation that are the main
tools used by the powerful to keep people blind and bound. It is to live without hierarchies and
regulations, without threats and scarcity, without chains of command. It is to live in community, connected
to God, creation, others, and even your own soul.
And
following him is to place ourselves in the same position. It is to find ourselves reborn, born
from above, and therefore located above our debased condition, elevated into
harmony with the blessed and good creation, taking our place as the Creator’s
stewards, managing all these marvelous resources for the good of all. ++
For
this is the way God loves the world: by sending the only Son, the Word, the
light and life of the world, by whom the world was created, into that world,
becoming our lost and broken condition.
So that whoever sees him, the living God, lifted up in suffering, taking
the full brunt of the consequences of our blindness and our addiction to evil,
and giving his life, God’s life, the life of the Creator, to all, will be
immune to the power of death, and live forever. +++++++
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